Losing my Mojo
This is going to be the most shortest post one here but I would like to start by saying sorry for not posting in the past few months. At times I lose my motivation of posting something, I have tried really hard to post something but every time I do I don't know what to post about. This usually doesn't happen to me but every since I got my job at Arbys, working and posting have been really hard for me, especially whenI have NO internet access at home. At first I thought that if I start working that it would be a good experience not jut because its my first job but because I could learn from somethings and I could write about it but I realized that it is only making me fall into writers block. Once I get this one post posted I will assure you that I will try really hard to start on some new posts and maybe politics.
Lol.
Lol.
Story time: Ghost or Imagination
One morning I woke up got in the shower and ate my breakfast. While I was eating my breakfast I heard something fall in my parents room at first I thought it was maybe something that fell off the night stand. So without a care in the world I continued to finish my breakfast. As soon as I was done I heard the same noise again. At this point I thought to myself "Are we being robbed" . So as I slowly walk to my parents room I realized that by just a crack of the door open everything was fine. As I opened the door the lights were off and while in the doorway at the corner of my eye I saw a face like just a head sticking out of my parents sheets. I slowly turned to look at it. And the face was literally looking right at me. It looked like a mans face. At this point I was beyond scared I was literally paralyzed with fear I could barely move. I closed my eyes with tears coming down my face and once I opened them the face was gone and I quickly turned on the light. Once it was gone I ran out the house to the church by my house with no sweat shirt or shoes. I was literally outside in the cold freezing my ass off and bawling my eyes out thinking "what the fuck did I see". And once My feet were freezing cold I walked back to my house and just slept my morning away.
What do you think? Was it a ghost or my imagination?
What do you think? Was it a ghost or my imagination?
My First...
It wasn't really an amazing place to meet but I met this one guy on Grindr his name is TJ. At first we started talking about how our day is going and from there we began talking about our likes and values. I was really nervous because he said he wanted to hangout, at first I chickened out but a few weeks later he asked me if we could hangout, I said "I'd like that". Once I got to him My heart dropped and right there and then I knew that this would work out. When I got in his truck he asked me question because that's what you do when you get to meet someone for the first time.........Right????? When we got at his home he told me to make myself at home and at first I was nervous. A few minutes later I started to get comfortable. Once I was really comfortable I had myself some food from there we got to talking and he told me that he would like to treat me like a Prince. My heart dropped because my dream was to find a guy that treats me like a prince and let's me be who I am. He wanted to make sure that I was safe around him. He said if when ever I don't feel comfortable I could take his truck keys. I thought he just wanted to hookup but that wasn't the case. Thank the lord. He said he doesn't like hookups or just a "hump and go" kinda thing. He wants to be close friends and wanted to see where it goes from there.
So after we were done talking things got serious and we decided to do it. Once we got to the bedroom it was really magical. There wasn't any romantic things like candles or background sounds It was just me and him doing the do and it was really great. As soon as we were done we got in the shower and washed off. As I walked into the living room he was like would you like some food or something to drink and I was like sure. I honestly feel like we would be together forever. He has every bf/hubby goals in him not just because he has his own place but because he was a really nice guy. I really hope that we could hangout and hopefully it becomes something more.
So after we were done talking things got serious and we decided to do it. Once we got to the bedroom it was really magical. There wasn't any romantic things like candles or background sounds It was just me and him doing the do and it was really great. As soon as we were done we got in the shower and washed off. As I walked into the living room he was like would you like some food or something to drink and I was like sure. I honestly feel like we would be together forever. He has every bf/hubby goals in him not just because he has his own place but because he was a really nice guy. I really hope that we could hangout and hopefully it becomes something more.
R.I.P David Bacon
On Sept. 20th at around 12am a high school sophomore shot himself in the head and took his life. The following morning the entire town was quiet. There were no smiles at the bus stops and sad faces everywhere. David was known to be the best student with passing grades and a great attendance. Everyday you would see David walking around the school hallways smiling and being a gentleman. Everyone knew that David was going to have great future ahead of him. David if you're reading this from up above just know that you will be in all of our prayers and we hope to see you again sometime in the afterlife. Just know that you will be missed by many people especially you're friends and family.
Fly High David
9/20/2015
Fly High David
9/20/2015